Many Questions, One Answer
20 December 2011
when i meet you
i'll ask how are you
you'll lie
but i'll listen like it's the truth
you'll tell me about your hobbies
and i'll ask to see your collection
but you're shy and modest
and so i smile
i'll ask about…
Wrestling
11 December 2011
uuuaaahhhhh!
crack
thud
my phone lies on my bedroom floor
lifeless and silent, disconnected
tears break across my face
knees fall slowly to my bed
forehead resting gently
i cannot take it!
how do i find solace in this place?!
happiness and…
For Now, Enough
25 November 2011
golden hair falls over the gray sky
absorbing the troubles of the night
"good morning"
silence
i rise concerned
"where are you, my bride?"
eyes focus, ears perk
consciousness awakes
my heart was dreaming
deepest feelings imagined
took shape, became reality
temporarily,…
Dazzling Precious Treasure
07 November 2011
Can I tell you a story
As we dance while the sun starts to bleed
Song of songs love is calling
Daughter wake up from your sleep
Refined I’ll become the most dazzling precious treasure
I’ll be treasured over all the earth…
Restoration
31 October 2011
my eyes open
my body seizes
my lungs gasp
the blanket covering me
now feels like a straight jacket
the pillow under my head
like a concrete brick
startled by a dream of my past
i sit up slowly, tormented
dazed, exhausted…
Silent and Screaming
12 December 2010
I was eating at Jimmy Johns a few nights ago, and this group came in: three girls, two guys, mid to late 20s I’d guess. The girls were all attractive, and dressed modestly (probably because it was cold, but we’ll give them…
I Want You In My Reality
19 November 2010
I love you but
I’m afraid to tell you
I want to be with you but
Do you want to be with me
I want to care for you but
Will you let me in
I want to hold you but
Will…
Finally Felt The Pain
16 September 2010
I cried today
Finally felt the pain
That I’ve been feeling, for twenty years
The cause of the pain
It was unintentional
But its ignorance, that hurts more
You are not perfect
I wish I dared speak
Upon a deaf mind, words…