golden hair falls over the gray sky
absorbing the troubles of the night
“good morning”
silence
i rise concerned
“where are you, my bride?”
eyes focus, ears perk
consciousness awakes
my heart was dreaming
deepest feelings imagined
took shape, became reality
temporarily, but only a figment
my tamed wild heart
longing for freedom
to run and never grow weary
to give itself away, with no return
just a dream
has been, for so long
will it ever be more?
a childish smile pushes through
thoughts resting in my head
promises from my Daddy
give me peace
“only when you’re ready, My boy”
my arms reach up
“okay Daddy”
held in His embrace
comforted, protected
here, i’m home
in want of nothing
except more of Him
“someday my son
follow Me, learn from Me,
love Me, desire Me
and maybe someday
I’ll give My daughter to you
she is precious to Me
a dazzling treasure
she is made for you, My son
but for now, I Am enough”
You are enough
You have always been enough
my First Love, my Best Friend, my Helper
excitement swallows me
as i realize more and more
You are perfect, my Daddy
i will wait
hasn’t been easy
but i will wait
thank You for being enough
for being more than enough
i will wait
with nervous anxiousness
and a joyous contentment
for You are enough
my Friend, my Daddy, my God